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| beauty... pure delight... Nobu Malibu |
[09 Jan 2008|10:23pm] |
So life as of late has been treating me well... I have this giant smile that doesn't go away very easily and I like it... I love it actually... there are a few road blocks but I'm trying my best to jump over them or go around which ever way makes it easier. And I've learned that about myself. I have to take the bad with the good and the good will always win out no matter what... I'm strong and I'll pull through... it feels good.
My sisters getting married on Saturday... Its pretty crazy... I can't believe its so close but I'm excited... super glam Kimberly... oh you'll see the pictures... and they will be marvelous just you wait.
Its a new year and I feel anew... there are some lingering things going on but over all I think I'm doing very well for what's been thrown at me. And to celebrate yesterday Brandon, Iolani, Iolani's best friend and I went to Nobu in Malibu... I've been wanting to go there for so long. Nobu is a true culinary gem and if you love good Japanese food with a serious level of beautiful in depth art I suggest you go as well...
we wanted to try everything... and got quiet a bit it was beautiful.... heres the meal... probably the meal of my life time... we ordered 8 courses off the menu as well as the 150$ tasting menu cause Brandon and I had to see what the chef was going to prepare... I wasn't disappointed at a thing... just the one beef dish we had was cooked too much and as an adopted Italian I pretty much eat beef raw haha
enjoy... I know I did...

simple and elegant table top beautiful

beautiful little mild chilies fried with salt and lemon

tiradito famous Nobu dish... amazing!

yellowtail sashimi with jalapeno... nothing contrasts more beautifully then the light spice and the clean texture of the yellowtail and light citrus ponzu... perfection

oysters! oh my god... food orgasm seriously

probably one of my favorites... king crab legs tempura fried just melts in your mouth like an ice cube clean crunchy delicious

I made brandon get the fish japanese snapper whole and fried cause i wanted to see it and it was an amazing call it was so moist and tender the veggies on the bottom were cooked perfectly and the lobster salad was brillant the lobster was so tender no fishyness just pure delight wonderfully seasoned salad lightly dressed and lovely garlic chips atop... fantastic

tempura rock shrimp... if I could I eat them every day watching tv... amazing

Toro tartar with caviar.... extreme luxury at its finest....just the buttery fattiness of the toro with the salty caviar and the soy wasabi sauce that it was laying it... I felt like a queen eating that... soooo good
so we got those dishes before we ordered the 7 course haha in Japanese its called omakase...

soft shell crab roll, oyster, and toro tartar

uni, thinly sliced bass, sesame seeds on a heirloom tomato... probably the cleanest dish of the night. which is very difficult to get from uni... This is probably the 1st uni I've had that I really thought was amazing... yum

seafood salad... with caviar and large scallop shell... look at that fucking presentation... its art beautiful tasty amazing art and I love it

King crab with crispy fried leeks sweet and sour... that crab was out of this world

Kobe beef with crispy onions... this is the only one I thought was a little weird... Kobe beef should be almost raw... but this was medium still fucking melty and yummy though...

spicy seafood soup with mushroom medley... give me the mushrooms and I'm sold... yum felt like food from when I was young... with bachan... I love it

sushi... sockeye salmon, eel, tomago(egg), toro, aji(jack fish), iwashi (Japanese sardine)
I only ate the sockeye and the egg but it was amazing

raspberry cheesecake,green tea ice cream and chocolate souffle yum

strawberry rhubarb cobbler... wow

good food awesome friends... I couldn't of asked for a better night... I love it <3
these kinda things restore my everyday thoughts into big ideas creations and motivation to one day make things that made me feel the same way... and other people be able to share that as well...
amazing night
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[26 Dec 2007|11:10am] |
I hope everyone had a good christmas...
I myself had a lovely day off... but its didn't seem very christmasy but it was still nice to be home and not by work in moorpark
count down to 2008 and to my sisters wedding
next couple of weeks are gonna be a little rough but we'll see
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| good day today... life feels real good |
[16 Dec 2007|11:27pm] |
feels good when you have an awesome day at work
when you're in the groove so well you dont notice and all others can see is someone made for what they do... its a brilliant feeling...
I love that smile after a good meal...
sometimes its so hard there... I really needed today to rock out and feel good about myself and what i'm doing...
I love it so much... its only going to get better
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| schism lyrics TOOL |
[13 Dec 2007|01:25am] |
I know the pieces fit 'Cause I watched them fall away Mildewed and smoldering Fundamental differing Pure intention juxtaposed Will set two lovers' souls in motion Disintegrating as it goes Testing our communication The light that fueled our fire then Has a burned a hole between us so We cannot see to reach an end Crippling our communication
I know the pieces fit 'Cause I watched them tumble down No fault, none to blame It doesn't mean I don't desire to Point the finger, blame the other Watch the temple topple over To bring the pieces back together Rediscover communication
The poetry That comes from the squaring off between And the circling is worth it Finding beauty in the dissonance
There was a time that the pieces fit But I watched them fall away Mildewed and smoldering Strangled by our coveting I've done the math enough to know The dangers of our second guessing Doomed to crumble unless we grow And strengthen our communication
Cold silence has A tendency to Atrophy any Sense of compassion Between supposed brothers Between supposed lovers
I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit
this song makes the most absolute perfect sense to me in my life... when I heard them play it live... more then anything I understood it all....
your with me everywhere I go... you must have a strong hold on my heart... this is you... this is me...forgotten fainted pain drawn energy...
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| Tool concert... the best fucking day I've ever lived.... |
[13 Dec 2007|01:00am] |
Set list TOOL live at Nokia center LA December 10th
Jambi" "Stinkfist" "46&2" "Schism" "Rosetta Stoned" "Flood" "Wings For Marie" "10,000 Days" "Lateralus" "Vicarious"
If I could live one day over of my life thus far in 22 years it would be December 10th 2007
my life changed once in for all... I always knew I loved TOOL from the 1st moment I heard eulogy I wanted more and found it and since then my love affair for this band has turned into something more then I ever could of imagined.
TOOL has saved my life in more ways then one on many more occasions and I received one of the biggest gifts of my life by being in the presence of something so strong. The vocals, the lyrics, the music, the lighting every thing about that night was magic.
I was transcended into a place that I could not ever of thought I could of experienced. It was completely out of body. when the music started everything that had ever bothered me in my mind was completely gone I felt completly alive that i couldn't help but cry and smile it was that strong of a feeling to see them and feel their music radiation though my entire soul. All I could do was moved and be mesmerized by this amazing music this beautiful place packed full but I couldn't feel anyone but myself around. I was free. I never rocked that hard in my life and I never wanted it to end.
It was the most beautiful experience of my life. TOOL is linked to so many of my memories they will always have the biggest place in my heart set aside for their music their message their ability to give a gift I never thought I was worthy of
the feeling of complete and utter freedom.
and for the rest of my life I'll remember that feeling and cherish the fact that I was given that one that day along side my best friend in the whole world.
TOOL has and will always have the respect love and admiration from me for everything they've done to change my life.
and on that day with tears in my eyes and the most happiness I've ever felt I was free I wish it never had to end but I know with all my heart that day I'll remember forever and whenever I think about it... I'll smile and know what freedom honest in all its purity felt like
best day... I've ever been a part of in 22 years of living...
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| CAFE FIRENZE FEATURED IN DAILY NEWS FOOD REVIEW 3.5 STARS OUT OF 4 |
[08 Dec 2007|12:27am] |
http://www.la.com/dining/Restaurant_Review_Cafe_Firenze.html
Restaurant Review: Cafe Firenze On December 07, 2007
This restaurant-deli-entertainment lounge-coffee shop-juice bar is definitely a huge gastronomic asset to this Simi Valley 'burb
BY LARRY LIPSON> RESTAURANT CRITIC
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Bringing a welcome touch of Florence, Italy, to Moorpark, the new Caf? Firenze appears to have quickly jarred a culinary nerve in the Simi Valley area.
The caf?'s kitchen bakes its own bread, mixes up its own fresh ricotta, makes fettuccine and gnocchi from scratch, grills and sautes thick and juicy steaks, and serves up impressive pasta recipes never before seen in these parts.
The Florentine-emphasized cooking of chef Fabio Viviani at its best here results in a whole, deboned free-range chicken plate ($18.95) and a huge, shareable, 38-ounce, dry-aged ribeye steak ($58.95).
We opted however, for the "smaller" ribeye, an excellent Tuscan-style 18-ounce steak ($29.95), served one night, perfectly medium rare as ordered, rubbed effectively with fresh ground pepper, filling a large plate and definitely big enough to provide generous leftovers for a doggie bag.
Ditto on the size of Caf? Firenze's special lamb osso buco ($24.95), a variation at the same price as the regular veal version, plated with a superbly satisfying saffron risotto and crunchy roasted vegetables.
As for beginnings, the daily soup ($6.95) could turn out to be a "verdura," or true vegetable rendition, a savory harmony of intense, individual flavors. Call it a markedly memorable minestrone.
Platters of prosciutto and melon with mozzarella ($13.95) here differ from the norm, one with the melon cooked and served warm. And there's an alternative prosciutto offering at the same price displaying tasty small rounded pieces of fried bread called "coccoli" and a creamy stracchino cheese. If you like, be canny as we were and ask for cream-infused burrata cheese instead. It's lovely.
Plenty of interesting pastas here. One of the better choices could be the tortellacci di zucca (pumpkin squash and ricotta-stuffed, much like ravioli, $12.95) in a creamy sage and butter sauce.
Of the untried ones, the malfatti dish of spinach gnocchi ($13.95) filled with ricotta cheese and plated with roasted porcinis and speck (smoked prosciutto) sounds like a must for the next time here.
Caf? Firenze obviously provides a good reason to visit Moorpark, particularly if you haven't had the opportunity to get to Italy lately.
Rating: 3.5
At its best: This multifaceted restaurant-deli-entertainment lounge-coffee shop-juice bar is definitely a huge gastronomic asset to this Simi Valley 'burb, but only as long as it keeps its strong Florentine roots.
Could be better: Separating the somewhat intrusively loud rock music entertainment from the dining room would enhance the totality of the Caf? Firenze food experience
this is where I spend most of my life. Culinary arts is the love of my life and its been rooted even deeper because of this awesome place in the middle of no where and I'm so proud guys... were fuckin on the map... no one told these people to come out... they just came and judging by tonight so is every fucking other person in this shitty little area of no where ITS FUCKING AMAZING.
so now that i'm not the only one saying we have amazing food and a fuckin sharp place you'll have to come out and visit
GET HUNGRY AND MOVE YOUR ASS
LIVE MUSIC THURS, FRI, AND SAT
CAFEFIRENZE.NET
its only gonna get better kids keep an eye out
<3<3
this is a blogg made for my retarded myspace because everyone on there lives close enough to where they should go to the restaurant but dont we'll see
This makes my heart so fucking happy its pounding in my chest I love my job I love this industry and theres so much more to come its amazing
THE TOOL CONCERT IS ON MONDAY I CAN NOT FUCKING WAIT
life is good for the moment and that i'm so god damned thankful for
<3
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| lift to my hearts smile |
[03 Dec 2007|11:59pm] |
my mind is confused in the worst of sorts its shelling out the obvious ideas and notions of unhealthy proportions and I cant afford them theres no way I can afford a life with these thoughts the guilt the insanity piling into a high tower of hatred for the things that have happened not the life that I live but the ideas that keep pressing my into the same memories those dark places that I cant find my way from I don't know when I'll be able to see the light the way I want to I want to play in the sun in the blue sky with happiness and a smile in my heart but I don't know why I deserve those things I don't believe in them I don't see myself lifted to that place that I used to feel made all the honest truths in my life real and brilliant at all costs theres that place where I find myself and I'm the only one there I'm the only one that can hold myself up to these times the only one that can show every time all the time without fail that with knives and boots I will walk through this life a success in my failures listening to the things that have happened and playing them in my minds eye over the honest truth of my soul to find my heart a new place to smile a new reason to breath each day with each sun rise a new day to improve my soul a new day to silence my demons and sing with the skies love in everything and honesty no matter the cost
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| you show me how to live |
[28 Nov 2007|01:33am] |
shes dreamy
love
I've had too much
to drink to live to feel or maybe all of the above
to feel as if some ones been taken away with out notice or care to have those words that are written
and show that in light there are pieces the ones we can share
I understand that love doesn't take heed it only shows its fore fingers to the strong of the crowd you taught me how to feel again even when I thought it couldn't be alive
I'm lost without words and without rhyme there is nothing left but substance and the endless shadow of time
I cry for you my love my one and only love and here I drink your poison it shows me how
to live
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| work for today work well done |
[25 Sep 2007|12:28am] |
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 I'm in love with this dish... my childhood... my soul is in this dish...
panko and black goma incrusted halibut Asian pear and cucumber sunamono sake marinated shitake mushrooms on a bed of snow pea leaves
my continuing love affair with food... I hope it never ends... I made this tonight... it makes my heart melt... we didn't chose it for the banquet but its still beautiful ... tastes fucking awesome as well
some people have this faint idea that sudo Latin food would create more of the punch to that dish... so I worked on something that's both Hispanic and Asian... just like me... <3
so this is what we chose ... the picture isn't that good but I think you'll get the point... this is the second plating... a 15 year old did the 1st plate so i had to reinvent it... I plated this dish at my own home about 10 times... but this was what I was enlightened with and I love it as well... with the whole piece of fish it will be much more lovely and you'll see the bread crumb... i'll work on it some more and you'll see the finished product on graduation

this is masa flour, black goma, and panko incrusted halibut on a bed of Fuyu persimmon Pico de gallo accented with cilantro oil and roasted tomatillo and Roma tomato salsa
flavors work very well... the spice from the salsa and the sweetness from the persimmon is fantastic... light buttery fish with the flaky panko theres a real building of flavors in this dish and I love that about it
the Asian pear and the persimmon are two ingredients that I wanted to incorporate in a different way and I think I did really well... its something different and actually works much better...
my back is screaming bloody murder... my head is pounding like some ones in there sledge hammering
I gotta lay down
I love cooking I FUCKING LOVE IT!
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| seem as you see |
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